Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Just a random convo from IRC ;)


[18:35:44] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[18:36:00] -DiFeReNTe-: that's a little creepy funny nick
[18:36:27] -DiFeReNTe-: name is eric...
[18:36:33] -LittleCreepyGirl-: yours not bad too
[18:36:34] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hi
[18:36:44] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what makes you different?
[18:37:11] -DiFeReNTe-: my will to be different, I guess
[18:37:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and how are you different?
[18:38:04] -DiFeReNTe-: well
[18:38:13] -DiFeReNTe-: I enjoy to think
[18:39:51] -DiFeReNTe-: I don't have any mass psychology
[18:40:12] -DiFeReNTe-: I?m not ugly... but I just don't go out
[18:40:36] -DiFeReNTe-: ratter to keep writting my poetry in my self retirement
[18:40:43] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm a medicine student
[18:41:50] -DiFeReNTe-: My object of study is the human and I want to profundize my psychological, biological and espiritual comprenssion of the human being
[18:42:05] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm the only bolivia nacionalsocialist I know
[18:42:12] -DiFeReNTe-: and... well..
[18:42:49] -DiFeReNTe-: ...what do u think?
[18:42:55] -DiFeReNTe-: ran away already?
[18:43:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: lol
[18:44:14] -DiFeReNTe-: What about ur interests?
[18:44:40] -LittleCreepyGirl-: Should study for exam tomorrow ;)
[18:44:41] -DiFeReNTe-: I mean... u like to party, I think.... everyone does (but me)
[18:44:48] -DiFeReNTe-: mmm
[18:45:02] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but like always I will apear in IRC when I should study
[18:45:18] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I think it is just a way to escape ;D
[18:45:20] -DiFeReNTe-: and what about MSN?
[18:45:31] -DiFeReNTe-: I mean...
[18:45:49] -DiFeReNTe-: U r pretty interesting and entusiastic to just let u go
[18:46:52] -DiFeReNTe-: I'd be really pleased to keep in touch with U, only if u like so
[18:47:42] -DiFeReNTe-: I must confess I really admire intelligence and humor in the people...
[18:47:59] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh that's really intresting
[18:48:37] -LittleCreepyGirl-: we have changed couple words about nothing and you already saw how intelligent I am ;)
[18:48:57] -DiFeReNTe-: I can get an idea...
[18:49:08] -DiFeReNTe-: ;) a good one
[18:50:28] -DiFeReNTe-: So now I would like to exchange mails or something... I almost have no contactsē
[18:50:33] -LittleCreepyGirl-: it may just mean that you are on very intelligent ... :P
[18:50:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: not*
[18:50:52] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ohohhoo!
[18:51:05] -LittleCreepyGirl-: on first date you want my contacts already!
[18:51:11] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what will happen for next?
[18:51:17] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you will propse me?
[18:51:32] -DiFeReNTe-: maybe an scape to an island
[18:51:56] -DiFeReNTe-: I still didn't think already...
[18:52:03] -DiFeReNTe-: Well...
[18:52:26] -DiFeReNTe-: I don't use to use the irc, so please don't take it so bad
[18:52:44] -LittleCreepyGirl-: why should I care about it? :)
[18:52:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I do use IRC quite often ;)
[18:52:57] -DiFeReNTe-: and I also have a clear idea about what i want
[18:53:21] -DiFeReNTe-: I just using my right to ask
[18:53:26] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[18:53:38] -DiFeReNTe-: think I really suck at this
[18:54:22] -DiFeReNTe-: :|
[18:54:26] -LittleCreepyGirl-: well.. what do you think how many times in a day I get offerings to change email addresses or MSN contacts? ;)
[18:54:38] -DiFeReNTe-: mmmm
[18:54:45] -DiFeReNTe-: now u got a point
[18:54:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and how many lists I would have for contacts who all want to talk with me in MSN?
[18:55:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so should I take secretary to talk with all of them ;)
[18:55:14] -DiFeReNTe-: maybe that's why u should be selective
[18:55:24] -DiFeReNTe-: so... please... slect now
[18:55:26] -LittleCreepyGirl-: good that you do understand me :)
[18:55:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: nope
[18:55:40] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[18:55:59] -DiFeReNTe-: I should'n asked u that way
[18:56:09] -DiFeReNTe-: Is just I so appreciate intelligence
[18:56:25] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I cant see the point why I should select you?
[18:56:38] -DiFeReNTe-: the intelligence and sensivity are the key to the truth an I love so much the truth
[18:57:30] -LittleCreepyGirl-: well.. I will get the point why you want my contact
[18:57:53] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but your flattering is not what makes me you to add you
[18:57:58] -DiFeReNTe-: Think I should be glad
[18:58:05] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so give me some reason I should do that ;)
[18:58:09] -LittleCreepyGirl-: real reason ;)
[18:58:17] -DiFeReNTe-: Ehmmm
[18:58:22] -DiFeReNTe-: I have a good one
[18:58:27] -DiFeReNTe-: that was not flattering
[18:58:38] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh it was
[18:58:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and it didn't have effect ;)
[18:59:17] -DiFeReNTe-: I was just explaining how do i love truth and how intelligent and sensitive people makes me feel a little nearer
[19:00:46] -LittleCreepyGirl-: yes
[19:00:47] -DiFeReNTe-: I appreciate the way you want to give me a chance to convince you
[19:00:49] -DiFeReNTe-: I appreciate the way you want to give me a chance to convince you
[19:02:09] -DiFeReNTe-: But it's to hard... there r people who r really professionals in the chatting game. I just can tell you what I think about u and the girls who put "creepy" on her nicks
[19:02:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and since our convo havent been very long then it just brings up doubts about the serious of what you did say :)
[19:02:37] -DiFeReNTe-: :o
[19:02:49] -DiFeReNTe-: u really think, my fella
[19:03:01] -DiFeReNTe-: amazing
[19:03:45] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh tell me
[19:04:19] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am really intrested what do you think about girls who call themselves as Creepy :)
[19:05:31] -DiFeReNTe-: I think they perceive the little funny irreverence that involves the use the word as "creepy" to describe a not-conventional carismatic personality
[19:08:06] -DiFeReNTe-: and it also could mean that they r not "narrow minded"
[19:08:16] -DiFeReNTe-: with all the advantages that includes
[19:08:21] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[19:08:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what are they then?
[19:10:49] -DiFeReNTe-: ehmmmmmmmm
[19:11:23] -DiFeReNTe-: I'll try to explain it the best way possible
[19:11:41] -LittleCreepyGirl-: if they are not "narrow minded"
[19:11:48] -LittleCreepyGirl-: then what are they? :)
[19:11:59] -DiFeReNTe-: they r the ideal land to plant the greatests seeds. The place where the biggest ideas can grow
[19:12:43] -DiFeReNTe-: open-minded
[19:12:46] -DiFeReNTe-: :|
[19:14:04] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so what is the seed you want to plant in them? ;)
[19:14:43] -DiFeReNTe-: u r really smart
[19:14:49] -DiFeReNTe-: starting to scare me....
[19:15:02] -DiFeReNTe-: I just want to exchange opinions
[19:15:46] -DiFeReNTe-: I like to think and like to others people ideas... cause when u see other has got to the same idea as you by a different way you know that's cause the idea is true
[19:18:19] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so what is the seed you want to share? :)
[19:18:31] -DiFeReNTe-: mmmmmm
[19:18:36] -DiFeReNTe-: well..
[19:18:39] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what is the topic you want to have discuss about?
[19:18:39] -DiFeReNTe-: U won
[19:18:51] -LittleCreepyGirl-: won what? ;)
[19:19:49] -DiFeReNTe-: I'd like to discuss about anything.... life, death, books, animals, politics
[19:20:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I thought you have some message to tell me ;)
[19:20:53] -LittleCreepyGirl-: some seed to plant on me ;)
[19:21:04] -DiFeReNTe-: if u understand spanish u can take a peek to my material... a little tiny part www.fotolog.com/tanatorio
[19:21:21] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but I dont understand spanish :)
[19:21:35] -DiFeReNTe-: there r three funny pics
[19:21:39] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so you have to explain it to me here and now
[19:22:18] -DiFeReNTe-: how do u get to mess with my head?
[19:22:32] -DiFeReNTe-: never happened me before
[19:22:37] -DiFeReNTe-: how old r u?
[19:23:31] -DiFeReNTe-: I really need to know
[19:23:48] -DiFeReNTe-: :| feel like in "silence of the lambs"
[19:23:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: how old being would be ok for you? ;)
[19:24:16] -DiFeReNTe-: that is not an answer, my fella
[19:24:35] -DiFeReNTe-: tell me the right number and promise that would be my favorite one
[19:24:57] -DiFeReNTe-: I would say u r ehmmmmm
[19:25:00] -DiFeReNTe-: 20
[19:25:02] -DiFeReNTe-: æ?
[19:25:05] -DiFeReNTe-: 40?
[19:25:09] -DiFeReNTe-: 1500?
[19:25:15] -LittleCreepyGirl-: do you feel like Hannibal Lector or like his victims? ;)
[19:25:32] -DiFeReNTe-: Haha...
[19:25:51] -DiFeReNTe-: pretty funny, Dr Lecter
[19:25:57] -DiFeReNTe-: now tell me ur age
[19:26:05] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what would you prefer? 20 or 40? ;)
[19:26:38] -DiFeReNTe-: i reallly don't care
[19:26:47] -DiFeReNTe-: any age under 50 is good
[19:27:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: in this case I am not over 50
[19:27:15] -DiFeReNTe-: oooooooo
[19:27:16] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so that's all waht you need to know ;)
[19:27:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: cos you dont care ;)
[19:27:35] -DiFeReNTe-: now tell me so I can tell u something really funny about the pics I want u to see
[19:28:08] -DiFeReNTe-: U had ur fun.
[19:28:10] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you dont need my age for that ;)
[19:28:11] -DiFeReNTe-: C'mon
[19:28:14] -DiFeReNTe-: let it out
[19:28:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am, still having my fun ;)
[19:28:39] -DiFeReNTe-: yeah
[19:28:42] -DiFeReNTe-: i can FEEL it
[19:28:45] -DiFeReNTe-: deep inside
[19:28:57] -DiFeReNTe-: funny feeling u cause on me
[19:29:18] -DiFeReNTe-: like a inner unfreezing
[19:29:22] -DiFeReNTe-: strange
[19:29:37] -DiFeReNTe-: let's keep on the game
[19:29:51] -DiFeReNTe-: so I also like girls over 18
[19:29:53] -LittleCreepyGirl-: feel it breath it believe it and youll be walking on air ;)
[19:30:12] -DiFeReNTe-: ha ha
[19:30:14] -DiFeReNTe-: :')
[19:30:18] -DiFeReNTe-: u kill me
[19:30:22] -DiFeReNTe-: u really do :|
[19:31:19] -DiFeReNTe-: I would like to go before u tell me u want to go or need to go to study
[19:31:25] -LittleCreepyGirl-: With her little funny eyes of hazel, with her little funny old blue hat. She will go and set the world on fire - No one ever thougt she could do that
[19:32:10] -LittleCreepyGirl-: i need to go to study long time ago already ;)
[19:32:19] -DiFeReNTe-: haha
[19:32:21] -DiFeReNTe-: HA
[19:32:23] -DiFeReNTe-: :D
[19:32:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so you can freely leave :)
[19:32:33] -DiFeReNTe-: No, i can't
[19:32:43] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what keeps you here?
[19:33:27] -DiFeReNTe-: I still have not convinced u to stop torturing me with ur negative
[19:33:45] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am very positive ;)
[19:33:47] -DiFeReNTe-: couldn't forgive me that
[19:33:54] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[19:33:56] -DiFeReNTe-: so
[19:34:12] -DiFeReNTe-: u have an email address u would like to share with me?
[19:34:16] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I say very positivel "no" to you ;)
[19:34:32] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I say very positively "no" to you ;)
[19:34:42] -DiFeReNTe-: let me guess...
[19:34:47] -DiFeReNTe-: u r not being sarcastic
[19:35:05] -DiFeReNTe-: u have made ur decision
[19:35:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: bingo ;)
[19:35:33] -DiFeReNTe-: it's my fault
[19:35:40] -DiFeReNTe-: should'nt asked u that
[19:35:48] -DiFeReNTe-: not in the first chat session
[19:35:59] -DiFeReNTe-: causes a bad impression
[19:36:43] -DiFeReNTe-: so I think I must do something to straight things up
[19:36:48] -DiFeReNTe-: :D
[19:36:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am so happy that you finally (after couple meters of conversation) got it ;)
[19:37:18] -DiFeReNTe-: U can have my address
[19:37:23] -DiFeReNTe-: nomeimportista@hotmail.com
[19:37:43] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hahahaaaa
[19:37:55] -DiFeReNTe-: ;)
[19:38:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are and optimist ;)
[19:38:09] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are an optimist ;)
[19:38:42] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hopefully it will alleviate your dissapointment ;)
[19:38:48] -DiFeReNTe-: believe me
[19:39:13] -LittleCreepyGirl-: breath it
[19:39:14] -DiFeReNTe-: if u just think I have a strange behavior u block me and finished
[19:39:15] -LittleCreepyGirl-: feel it
[19:39:26] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and you'll walking on air ;)
[19:39:56] -DiFeReNTe-: I have many art material and things u'll really like to see
[19:40:11] -DiFeReNTe-: my favorite is "me, the cat and the funny hat"
[19:40:25] -LittleCreepyGirl-: how do you know I do like it?
[19:40:37] -DiFeReNTe-: male intuition u may call it
[19:40:47] -DiFeReNTe-: the fact is that i do
[19:41:14] -DiFeReNTe-: and I also know u like interesting and not common people
[19:41:37] -DiFeReNTe-: and that is enough reason to keep in contact now that I realize it
[19:41:52] -LittleCreepyGirl-: not intrested ;)
[19:42:09] -DiFeReNTe-: I now
[19:42:29] -DiFeReNTe-: look
[19:42:37] -DiFeReNTe-: here's the reason
[19:42:52] * LittleCreepyGirl with her little creepy face, saying funny things that you've never heard..
[19:43:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: do you know what it's all about?
[19:43:28] -LittleCreepyGirl-: are you brave enough to figure out?? ;)
[19:43:44] -DiFeReNTe-: mmmmmmm
[19:43:54] -DiFeReNTe-: that u don't like me at all
[19:43:59] -LittleCreepyGirl-: do you know the song?
[19:44:33] -DiFeReNTe-: No, I don't...
[19:44:54] -DiFeReNTe-: look
[19:45:17] -DiFeReNTe-: when u get a "no" from someone u may get sure that person will deny you almost everything later
[19:45:32] -LittleCreepyGirl-: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5RliKuMUb4 :)
[19:45:36] -LittleCreepyGirl-: listen then ;)
[19:45:55] -DiFeReNTe-: that's why the best starting for a syber-friendship would be that u accept my humble proposition
[19:46:37] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but who told you that I care about the person denying me later? ;)
[19:47:15] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm telling that ifu deny me ur msn as u do that would spoil the whole conversation
[19:47:39] -LittleCreepyGirl-: for me or for you? ;)
[19:47:53] -DiFeReNTe-: for what is worth for both
[19:48:17] -LittleCreepyGirl-: who are you that you know what is worth for me?
[19:49:17] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm just telling is that it would be perfect if u care
[19:49:20] -DiFeReNTe-: I don't lie
[19:49:24] -DiFeReNTe-: I don't leave
[19:49:34] -DiFeReNTe-: i don't dissappoint
[19:49:52] -DiFeReNTe-: and I don't hurt
[19:50:01] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so they tell always ;)
[19:50:11] -LittleCreepyGirl-: why it would be different now ;)
[19:50:17] -DiFeReNTe-: I don't know
[19:50:30] -DiFeReNTe-: I used to use a female nick's when teen pranking
[19:50:46] -DiFeReNTe-: but.... they were real perverts
[19:50:48] -DiFeReNTe-: :|
[19:52:31] -DiFeReNTe-: that's why it's easy to understand ur dennial... What I find difficult is to show U that if u don't like me then means the world is a little more absurd than i thought
[19:53:46] -LittleCreepyGirl-: awww.. are you pressing now on my compation about you? ;)
[19:54:04] -LittleCreepyGirl-: are you trying to find out my weaknesses? ;)
[19:54:15] -DiFeReNTe-: :(
[19:54:37] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you have poked me everywhere already and you see.. I have really strong shell arond me ;)
[19:54:52] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but you still try ;)
[19:54:55] -DiFeReNTe-: I just want to have ur mail adress to send u some written and graphic material. If it causes u so many trouble... I hire u the secretary
[19:55:12] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hahaha
[19:55:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am not intrested about those graphics ;)
[19:55:46] -DiFeReNTe-: ok, then let's make them books
[19:55:50] -DiFeReNTe-: I love them
[19:55:56] -DiFeReNTe-: my favorite know is the bible
[19:56:00] -LittleCreepyGirl-: good for you ;)
[19:56:05] -DiFeReNTe-: I also like the apocriphs
[19:56:21] -DiFeReNTe-: :(
[19:56:36] -DiFeReNTe-: u have not a shell
[19:56:53] -LittleCreepyGirl-: optimist ;)
[19:56:54] -DiFeReNTe-: is just that u have made a shell around me
[19:57:08] -DiFeReNTe-: well, missie
[19:57:17] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh? now I am intrested already ;)
[19:57:35] -LittleCreepyGirl-: where are you from? ;)
[19:57:43] -DiFeReNTe-: told u already
[19:57:46] -DiFeReNTe-: Bolivia
[19:58:00] -DiFeReNTe-: U know... a little country... South america...
[19:58:01] -LittleCreepyGirl-: darksikinned and hot men ;)
[19:58:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I see ;)
[19:58:08] -DiFeReNTe-: mmm
[19:58:12] -DiFeReNTe-: well
[19:58:20] -DiFeReNTe-: my skin is not that dark
[19:58:36] -LittleCreepyGirl-: your hair colour?
[19:58:46] -DiFeReNTe-: But I have a pretty interesting look
[19:58:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: why is it intresting?
[19:59:04] -DiFeReNTe-: my hair is dark brown same as my eyes
[19:59:26] -DiFeReNTe-: cause I look like a tender and cute scientist
[20:00:25] -DiFeReNTe-: ehm...
[20:00:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh I see ;)
[20:01:02] -DiFeReNTe-: Mmm... yeah.... I like the bright of my eyes... I think everyoone who has bright eyes has brightness on him
[20:01:13] -DiFeReNTe-: my face is too expressive
[20:01:23] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm thin, but really strong
[20:03:07] -DiFeReNTe-: I'd hate to have a belly
[20:03:23] -DiFeReNTe-: that's why I don't abusse of junk food
[20:03:43] -DiFeReNTe-: maybe it has been a junk-day
[20:03:49] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;P
[20:04:07] -DiFeReNTe-: :|
[20:04:13] -DiFeReNTe-: did I offend someone?
[20:04:16] -DiFeReNTe-: Well
[20:04:21] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so why do you have to find someone from IRC with such a look you have?
[20:04:32] -DiFeReNTe-: Cause.... here
[20:04:35] -DiFeReNTe-: in Bolivia
[20:04:39] -DiFeReNTe-: girls
[20:04:42] -DiFeReNTe-: r
[20:04:47] -DiFeReNTe-: not so smart
[20:04:53] -DiFeReNTe-: u r a genius
[20:05:16] -DiFeReNTe-: and I also don't go out so much...
[20:05:37] -DiFeReNTe-: My house is too big to feel claustrophobic
[20:06:22] -DiFeReNTe-: I also use to be rude with people
[20:06:48] -DiFeReNTe-: specially girls... I don't want to mess with their emotions
[20:07:22] -DiFeReNTe-: it would be... mean
[20:07:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but you want to mess with my emotions?
[20:07:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiintresting!
[20:07:43] -DiFeReNTe-: :o
[20:08:04] -DiFeReNTe-: U r so funny
[20:08:07] -DiFeReNTe-: H AHA HA
[20:08:14] -DiFeReNTe-: he he...
[20:08:17] -DiFeReNTe-: c'mon
[20:08:49] -DiFeReNTe-: u now u r a manipulator, u don't need me to tell u so
[20:09:13] -DiFeReNTe-: U think I would dare to use a trick on u?
[20:09:36] -DiFeReNTe-: no... it wouldn't work on u
[20:09:39] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:09:45] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you can still try ;)
[20:09:50] -DiFeReNTe-: on u only works the truth
[20:09:59] -LittleCreepyGirl-: it would be more intresting that the drooling you do now ;)
[20:10:13] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ah but when will we get to the truth?
[20:10:15] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:10:31] -DiFeReNTe-: when u get interested
[20:10:34] -LittleCreepyGirl-: how old are you?
[20:10:47] -DiFeReNTe-: 23
[20:11:09] -DiFeReNTe-: see? a sincere guy
[20:11:16] -DiFeReNTe-: ;)
[20:11:16] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so I get now why your limit gets to 50 only ;)
[20:11:47] -DiFeReNTe-: I meant that cause I love children and ur question was vague
[20:12:55] -DiFeReNTe-: I thought my sister was the smartest girl on the world. But u seem to be more mature, not for saying intelligent
[20:13:13] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and how old is your sis?
[20:13:20] -DiFeReNTe-: 17
[20:13:40] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I think she is still smart :)
[20:14:44] -DiFeReNTe-: I think... But... when I analyze the content on ur messages I realize u r smarter than a I could ever wait
[20:14:51] -LittleCreepyGirl-: anyway, Bolivian darkskinned cute guy with dark brown hair and big enough house to not have claustrophobia
[20:14:51] -DiFeReNTe-: well
[20:15:32] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[20:15:35] -LittleCreepyGirl-: i leave you here now to find someone who wants to see your graphics ;)
[20:15:57] -DiFeReNTe-: hey
[20:16:02] -DiFeReNTe-: just add me
[20:16:05] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I need to study ;)
[20:16:10] -DiFeReNTe-: I'll take care of the rest
[20:16:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what is that rest you will care of? ;)
[20:17:03] -DiFeReNTe-: to get u to know me
[20:17:19] -DiFeReNTe-: I'll traslate my writings for u
[20:17:26] -DiFeReNTe-: Prepare pics
[20:17:28] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hah ;)
[20:17:33] -DiFeReNTe-: My inedit videos...
[20:17:43] -LittleCreepyGirl-: lets make so that you care of the rest first
[20:17:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and then we may talk about addings ;)
[20:17:59] -DiFeReNTe-: okey dokey
[20:18:09] -LittleCreepyGirl-: okey donkey ;)
[20:18:16] -DiFeReNTe-: just leave me ur adress to send u them
[20:18:37] -DiFeReNTe-: promise not to add u to msn until u give me the permission
[20:18:50] -LittleCreepyGirl-: good try ;)
[20:19:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but for that I should be more naive than you believe I am ;)
[20:19:13] -DiFeReNTe-: :o
[20:19:14] -DiFeReNTe-: Hey
[20:19:19] -DiFeReNTe-: I really promise
[20:19:27] -DiFeReNTe-: I like to write
[20:19:32] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and I really believe you ;)
[20:19:34] -DiFeReNTe-: And know u like to read me
[20:19:36] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but still
[20:19:43] -DiFeReNTe-: That's not fair
[20:19:54] -DiFeReNTe-: u said the reason was the msn list
[20:20:04] -DiFeReNTe-: u said nothing about ur mail adress
[20:20:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I care enough about you to not give you any temptation ;)
[20:20:14] -DiFeReNTe-: :o
[20:20:18] -DiFeReNTe-: But
[20:20:27] -DiFeReNTe-: I am inmune to temptations
[20:20:30] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[20:20:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: no "butts" ;)
[20:20:41] -DiFeReNTe-: just this time
[20:20:52] -DiFeReNTe-: make an exception
[20:20:59] -DiFeReNTe-: will be a good excercise
[20:21:06] -DiFeReNTe-: I deserve that
[20:21:09] -DiFeReNTe-: give me a try
[20:21:09] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hah! You are stubborn :)
[20:21:18] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh sorry ;)
[20:21:22] -DiFeReNTe-: U'll never see an invitation from me on ur msn
[20:21:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: the word is DETERMINED ;)
[20:22:02] -DiFeReNTe-: hey
[20:22:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: DO you know what
[20:22:13] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I will put all that convo into my blog ;)
[20:22:27] -DiFeReNTe-: how am i suppossed to send u messages?
[20:22:30] -DiFeReNTe-: smoke signals?
[20:22:40] -LittleCreepyGirl-: would be good try :D
[20:22:52] -DiFeReNTe-: sorry, don't smoke
[20:22:55] -DiFeReNTe-: hehe
[20:22:56] -DiFeReNTe-: coff
[20:23:00] -DiFeReNTe-: :|
[20:23:05] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:23:27] -DiFeReNTe-: now tell me and I promise I'll be a good guy
[20:23:40] -LittleCreepyGirl-: tell you what?
[20:23:55] -DiFeReNTe-: the address I chould write
[20:24:01] -DiFeReNTe-: *should
[20:24:22] -DiFeReNTe-: I'll handwrite it if it's necessary to don't get u spam
[20:24:26] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hillaryclinton@whitehouse.com ;)
[20:24:43] -DiFeReNTe-: u r.......
[20:24:47] -DiFeReNTe-: :')
[20:25:04] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what am I? ;)
[20:25:19] -DiFeReNTe-: special...
[20:25:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: special what? ;)
[20:25:40] -DiFeReNTe-: and I'm special enough to notice how special u r
[20:25:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:26:01] -DiFeReNTe-: Let it be ur will
[20:26:10] -LittleCreepyGirl-: last one ;)
[20:26:38] -DiFeReNTe-: let my hope in a future friendship with u sunkens on the sea of nowhere
[20:27:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh you are poet too ;)
[20:27:47] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm a box of chocolates
[20:29:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hopefoully filled with milkcream ;)
[20:29:32] -DiFeReNTe-: with ur name on it
[20:29:34] -DiFeReNTe-: ;)
[20:29:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: Take care, chocolate boy ;)
[20:30:05] -DiFeReNTe-: hey
[20:30:14] -DiFeReNTe-: the address, lady
[20:30:18] -DiFeReNTe-: uff
[20:30:34] -DiFeReNTe-: U really r mean when u try
[20:30:39] -DiFeReNTe-: but this is serious
[20:30:59] -DiFeReNTe-: we r talking about the future of a great friendship here
[20:31:52] -DiFeReNTe-: just write it down and let's keep on with our lives
[20:33:41] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you would be good saleman ;)
[20:34:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but I dont have money to buy it anyway ;)
[20:34:17] -DiFeReNTe-: i will... I will sell plastic surgerys
[20:34:21] -DiFeReNTe-: HEY
[20:34:26] -DiFeReNTe-: hahahaha
[20:34:28] -DiFeReNTe-: goood one
[20:34:45] -DiFeReNTe-: talking about profession
[20:35:11] -DiFeReNTe-: My body is still on the morgue, gotta go before it starts stinking
[20:35:33] -DiFeReNTe-: It will be a hard autopsy afternoon
[20:36:25] -LittleCreepyGirl-: :)
[20:36:40] -DiFeReNTe-: u can make it a pleaseant afternoon, coming to think
[20:36:51] -DiFeReNTe-: please... do
[20:36:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: how long more to finish your studings?
[20:37:02] -DiFeReNTe-: 2 years
[20:37:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: :)
[20:37:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: then you will be rich rich man ;)
[20:37:40] -DiFeReNTe-: Not thinking about that.. but think that comes with work
[20:37:47] -DiFeReNTe-: if my dad could...
[20:37:51] -DiFeReNTe-: well..
[20:37:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: could do what?
[20:38:13] -DiFeReNTe-: work so hard and be attorney of the state
[20:38:30] -DiFeReNTe-: but that's not important now
[20:38:35] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm about to leave
[20:39:07] -DiFeReNTe-: and U have the decision to make my afternoon a nightmare or a pleasant good remembering of this conversation
[20:39:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: it really sucks :/ I just posted our convo into my blog and it just removed or nicks!
[20:39:52] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[20:39:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: our*
[20:40:01] -DiFeReNTe-: try harder... try the block note
[20:40:09] -DiFeReNTe-: hey
[20:40:12] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[20:40:17] -DiFeReNTe-: I leave...
[20:40:26] -LittleCreepyGirl-: good
[20:40:30] -LittleCreepyGirl-: me too :)
[20:40:33] -DiFeReNTe-: show me ur kindness
[20:40:35] -DiFeReNTe-: show me ur kindness
[20:40:40] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I have none
[20:40:42] -DiFeReNTe-: write ur address...
[20:40:50] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[20:40:55] -DiFeReNTe-: plz
[20:41:10] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:41:20] -LittleCreepyGirl-: go to your stinky body ;)
[20:41:22] -DiFeReNTe-: make my day
[20:41:35] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and say hi to it from me ;)
[20:41:44] -DiFeReNTe-: i will
[20:41:49] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I even give you premission to kiss it for me ;)
[20:42:08] -DiFeReNTe-: and now give me ur addresss and i will even dance withhim
[20:42:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: didn't I give you one already?
[20:42:25] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:42:42] -DiFeReNTe-: the one of the girl of billie clinton
[20:42:50] -DiFeReNTe-: but I wanted yours
[20:42:56] -DiFeReNTe-: and u knew that
[20:43:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:43:20] -LittleCreepyGirl-: can I be the girl of Billy? ;)
[20:43:48] -DiFeReNTe-: mmm... I don't know
[20:43:57] -DiFeReNTe-: but If even Monika L could...
[20:44:14] -DiFeReNTe-: Hey
[20:44:51] -DiFeReNTe-: hey, brainiac... give me ur email address or I will be reppenting on this the whole day
[20:46:15] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[20:46:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: mlevincky@takemebill.com ;)
[20:46:40] -DiFeReNTe-: allellujah!
[20:46:50] -LittleCreepyGirl-: :p
[20:47:09] -DiFeReNTe-: awear me it's jouir and I'll start dancing like snoopy
[20:47:09] * LittleCreepyGirl rolls on the floor and keeps trears back :P
[20:47:14] -DiFeReNTe-: swear me it's jouir and I'll start dancing like snoopy
[20:47:23] -DiFeReNTe-: swear me it's youirs and I'll start dancing like snoopy
[20:47:25] -DiFeReNTe-: :D
[20:47:41] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I dont swear :P
[20:47:46] -DiFeReNTe-: cause is it's not...
[20:47:50] -DiFeReNTe-: well...
[20:47:57] -LittleCreepyGirl-: cos it is not polite ;)
[20:47:58] -DiFeReNTe-: I just wanted to be asure
[20:48:06] -DiFeReNTe-: the second part says
[20:48:15] -DiFeReNTe-: @tamemebill.com
[20:48:51] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so what :)
[20:49:05] -DiFeReNTe-: I don't now... a little weird
[20:49:09] -LittleCreepyGirl-: :P
[20:49:17] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and the first side is ok? ;)
[20:49:23] -DiFeReNTe-: could be another of ur evil tricks
[20:49:32] -DiFeReNTe-: mmm
[20:49:34] -DiFeReNTe-: NO!
[20:49:39] -DiFeReNTe-: :(
[20:49:50] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you kill me with laugh :P
[20:50:07] -DiFeReNTe-: that's healthy
[20:50:17] -LittleCreepyGirl-: to die by laugh :P
[20:50:25] -DiFeReNTe-: .... not for the cardiacs... but for most of people it is
[20:50:26] -LittleCreepyGirl-: my cheeks are in cramps!
[20:50:31] -DiFeReNTe-: ha ha
[20:50:32] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I need medical doc!
[20:51:05] -DiFeReNTe-: Ok...
[20:51:18] -DiFeReNTe-: I hope hillary or monika appreciate my art
[20:51:35] * DiFeReNTe runs dramaticlly into the rain
[20:51:53] -LittleCreepyGirl-: :)
[20:52:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: leffa leffa :)
[20:52:11] -DiFeReNTe-: hey
[20:52:16] -DiFeReNTe-: plz
[20:52:20] -DiFeReNTe-: PLZ
[20:52:22] -DiFeReNTe-: Do
[20:52:25] -DiFeReNTe-: c'mon
[20:52:27] -DiFeReNTe-: Do
[20:52:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are my king of drama ;)
[20:52:45] -DiFeReNTe-: glad u ap`preciate it
[20:52:48] -DiFeReNTe-: Hey
[20:52:50] -DiFeReNTe-: :D
[20:53:00] -LittleCreepyGirl-: next time you hopefully call yourself as dramaking when I see you ;)
[20:53:11] -DiFeReNTe-: now where will I writte u?
[20:53:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: memoserv here?
[20:53:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:53:43] -DiFeReNTe-: only give me ur true address
[20:53:52] -DiFeReNTe-: only thing i asked u
[20:54:07] -DiFeReNTe-: no more insistence from me
[20:54:09] -LittleCreepyGirl-: http://beyondmyrainbow.blogspot.com/ ;)
[20:54:21] -DiFeReNTe-: y meand email adress...
[20:54:29] -DiFeReNTe-: don't try subterfugees
[20:54:52] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh and how can you trust me when I give you an email now ;)
[20:55:06] -DiFeReNTe-: I just will
[20:55:20] -DiFeReNTe-: and will write there
[20:55:39] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[20:55:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but you wont get it ;)
[20:55:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: give up, boy ;)
[20:56:10] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm not a giver
[20:56:23] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh I see
[20:56:33] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you want to get just ;)
[20:56:47] -DiFeReNTe-: I don't give up
[20:56:50] -DiFeReNTe-: I just retire
[20:57:01] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hopefully soon ;)
[20:57:22] -DiFeReNTe-: as soon as u writte it
[20:57:35] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so you nvere will ;)
[20:57:43] -DiFeReNTe-: u asked me a reason and already gave u a lot
[20:58:02] -LittleCreepyGirl-: none of them didn't melt my heart ;)
[20:58:21] -DiFeReNTe-: so read
[21:00:11] -LittleCreepyGirl-: read what ;)
[21:01:35] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm not very good at this. I know there is a lot of people who have a lot of practice. But I do know how to recognize someone I could appreciate. It almost never happen. BUt right now I'm pretty convinced. Even If u r not the kind of person that gets persuaded I must try cause is what i feel should I do. It's not enough with tryig, so I ask u to trust this bolivian fella when he says he has no second intentions and only wants to get to know u
[21:02:41] -DiFeReNTe-: We have so many to say each other...
[21:05:06] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[21:05:46] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[21:05:59] -LittleCreepyGirl-: almost melted my heart ;)
[21:06:17] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am still waiting that something what you have to say to me ;)
[21:06:38] -DiFeReNTe-: I like u
[21:06:44] -DiFeReNTe-: now u can hate me
[21:07:43] -DiFeReNTe-: (never said "i like you" before)
[21:08:12] -LittleCreepyGirl-: just a bit more and you say you have fell in love with me
[21:08:22] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and then just one step to propse me
[21:08:23] -LittleCreepyGirl-: right?
[21:08:30] -DiFeReNTe-: I'm not that kind of guy
[21:08:44] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh! :D
[21:08:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am getting intrest already indeed :P
[21:09:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and!
[21:09:17] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I managed add our names on blog ;)
[21:09:26] -DiFeReNTe-: ...:D
[21:09:29] -DiFeReNTe-: great
[21:10:22] -DiFeReNTe-: I knew it was to precipitated to telll u that, but may not see u again... and just let it go
[21:11:24] -DiFeReNTe-: I thought that would melt ur heart
[21:11:35] -LittleCreepyGirl-: not at all ;)
[21:12:01] -DiFeReNTe-: I spoiled that?
[21:12:01] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I would believe you more I would see you next time again ;)
[21:12:58] -DiFeReNTe-: too bad I don have a poligraph with USB connection to convince u
[21:14:35] -DiFeReNTe-: ...I just hope there's a next time
[21:14:51] -DiFeReNTe-: is the first time i see u on the irc
[21:14:59] -DiFeReNTe-: and don't enter so often...
[21:15:02] -DiFeReNTe-: well..
[21:15:21] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you havent noticed me just before :)
[21:15:28] -DiFeReNTe-: ...things don't always go out like they should...
[21:16:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so maybe it was not worth of any effort then ;)
[21:16:23] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and you can always read our log on my blog ;)
[21:16:56] -DiFeReNTe-: only worths if u want it to worth, "brainy"
[21:17:05] -DiFeReNTe-: make it worth
[21:17:09] -DiFeReNTe-: make my day
[21:17:19] -DiFeReNTe-: get me a smile
[21:17:46] -DiFeReNTe-: I'lll take care for u not to regret
[21:18:55] -DiFeReNTe-: It would be really fun to make u know me
[21:19:18] * LittleCreepyGirl gives a smile at you o)
[21:19:46] * LittleCreepyGirl gives a smile at you more ;;o)
[21:20:17] -DiFeReNTe-: maybe that's alll I needed
[21:20:20] -DiFeReNTe-: all i deserve
[21:20:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: You are really a drama king ;o)
[21:21:15] -DiFeReNTe-: That's the worst part of having a poet heart
[21:21:22] -DiFeReNTe-: well
[21:21:25] -DiFeReNTe-: u r right
[21:21:31] -DiFeReNTe-: it's not that important
[21:21:48] -DiFeReNTe-: I'll focus in what nice was chatting with u
[21:22:10] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hopefully whole of it ;)
[21:22:16] -DiFeReNTe-: and that for a instant i was so close to u... as the halley comet was frome the earth once
[21:22:34] -DiFeReNTe-: but the time to leave has come
[21:22:42] -DiFeReNTe-: and ur negative prevales
[21:23:01] -DiFeReNTe-: so shall it be...
[21:23:15] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so shall it be :)
[21:23:37] -LittleCreepyGirl-: God bless your heart :)
[21:23:50] -DiFeReNTe-: which heart?
[21:24:02] -DiFeReNTe-: the one u just ripped off?
[21:24:25] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are the doctor
[21:24:41] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you should know the beauty of outripped heart :)
[21:25:02] -DiFeReNTe-: oh... yeah... I know
[21:25:09] -DiFeReNTe-: nothing greater than loneliness
[21:25:33] -LittleCreepyGirl-: You are never alon
[21:25:41] -LittleCreepyGirl-: God is with you :)
[21:25:51] -LittleCreepyGirl-: the same God who is with me :)
[21:25:59] -DiFeReNTe-: only Him
[21:26:23] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so you are not lonely ;)
[21:26:34] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are richest man on the world :)
[21:26:53] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[21:26:55] -DiFeReNTe-: look
[21:27:13] -DiFeReNTe-: I just wanted a group of letters from you
[21:27:26] -DiFeReNTe-: U r a good smart girl
[21:27:59] -DiFeReNTe-: nothing worths now if I didn't get that simple thing i wanted just to get u to know me
[21:28:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I check time to time my blog ;) there should be place you can email to me I guess
[21:29:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: if you are really in need to do that ;)
[21:29:34] -DiFeReNTe-: I thought it was enough being myself
[21:29:53] -LittleCreepyGirl-: :)
[21:30:15] -LittleCreepyGirl-: maybe it was
[21:30:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but you never will get to know that ;)
[21:30:52] -DiFeReNTe-: is that a kind of psycho placebo?
[21:30:59] -DiFeReNTe-: well..
[21:31:05] -LittleCreepyGirl-: if it has the effect ;)
[21:31:22] -DiFeReNTe-: no... I'm losing no chance
[21:31:26] -DiFeReNTe-: i never had one
[21:31:55] -DiFeReNTe-: If after all this u don't trust me and u persist on ur cruel attitude it will last a long more
[21:32:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: was it threatening? ;)
[21:32:42] -DiFeReNTe-: I will prepare for that... I have just remembered why do I stay away from people sometimes they always hurt
[21:33:03] -LittleCreepyGirl-: de javu
[21:33:16] -LittleCreepyGirl-: are you sure we havent talked before ;)
[21:33:32] -DiFeReNTe-: I would still have the trauma
[21:33:34] -LittleCreepyGirl-: someone has told me taht already ;)
[21:34:17] -DiFeReNTe-: well... good luck. i know u didn't wanted to make felel anyone bad
[21:34:26] -DiFeReNTe-: *feel
[21:34:43] -DiFeReNTe-: i'll be okay in couple of hours
[21:34:48] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I know I didnt do anyone felel bad ;)
[21:34:51] -LittleCreepyGirl-: feel*
[21:35:17] -DiFeReNTe-: I feel like poopy
[21:35:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you will be forgotten me in couple of hours ;)
[21:36:09] -DiFeReNTe-: never
[21:36:40] -DiFeReNTe-: so long... illusion
[21:36:50] -LittleCreepyGirl-: like an airballon
[21:37:04] -DiFeReNTe-: like 99 luftballons
[21:37:21] -LittleCreepyGirl-: *boom* and they will be gone :)
[21:37:43] -DiFeReNTe-: And I think on u and I let it go...
[21:37:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but still.. they were beautiful :)
[21:38:17] -DiFeReNTe-: nothing in my world is beautiful
[21:38:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: teh memory of me will be ;)
[21:38:53] -DiFeReNTe-: will be bitter as ear cerumen
[21:39:18] -DiFeReNTe-: but... that's life
[21:39:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and life is a flower ;)
[21:39:32] -DiFeReNTe-: life is only a dark and lonely way to death!
[21:39:46] -LittleCreepyGirl-: death is part of life ;)
[21:39:55] -DiFeReNTe-: :|
[21:40:07] -DiFeReNTe-: mmm
[21:40:13] -DiFeReNTe-: okay
[21:40:17] -DiFeReNTe-: denigrated
[21:40:18] -DiFeReNTe-: sad
[21:40:28] -DiFeReNTe-: dissappointed
[21:40:38] -DiFeReNTe-: confussed
[21:41:15] -LittleCreepyGirl-: loved
[21:41:16] -DiFeReNTe-: humillated
[21:41:20] -LittleCreepyGirl-: happy
[21:41:32] -LittleCreepyGirl-: brightened
[21:41:37] -DiFeReNTe-: share ur happinnes then
[21:41:49] -DiFeReNTe-: please make a miracle for me
[21:41:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: humillated??
[21:42:19] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I have done well too much already ;)
[21:42:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are the firstone who got my blog ;)
[21:42:39] -DiFeReNTe-: a little bit more won't hurt, believe it
[21:42:52] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I do regret it already ;)
[21:42:59] -DiFeReNTe-: :|
[21:43:12] -DiFeReNTe-: So i regret not asking for it
[21:43:25] -DiFeReNTe-: :P
[21:43:32] -LittleCreepyGirl-: do you know what does /clearall?
[21:43:35] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[21:43:42] -DiFeReNTe-: yeah
[21:43:45] -DiFeReNTe-: a threat
[21:43:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: have you tried it ever??
[21:43:56] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[21:44:27] -DiFeReNTe-: sounds great
[21:44:46] -DiFeReNTe-: sorry to have bottered u... in the intensity it affected u
[21:45:07] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are forgiven, my son ;)
[21:45:15] -DiFeReNTe-: I think I insist to much, but only cause a negative is the worst beggining for a relationship
[21:45:26] -DiFeReNTe-: the WORST
[21:45:54] -DiFeReNTe-: so if u want me to take u in a horse at the midnight u must acceed for this once
[21:45:55] * LittleCreepyGirl sings: drama drama drama
[21:45:56] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[21:46:28] -LittleCreepyGirl-: are you the prince who came to save me? ;)
[21:47:06] -DiFeReNTe-: I ratter to be dead if I am not
[21:47:27] -DiFeReNTe-: :O
[21:47:38] -LittleCreepyGirl-: and you are saving me for what? ;)
[21:48:04] -DiFeReNTe-: from or for?
[21:48:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: tell you me
[21:48:56] -DiFeReNTe-: :D
[21:49:14] -DiFeReNTe-: I want to be the person who gets to know u the most
[21:49:28] -DiFeReNTe-: and once I know what can I save u from I will
[21:49:46] -DiFeReNTe-: cause.... i like ur brains
[21:49:57] -LittleCreepyGirl-: oh yes
[21:50:12] -LittleCreepyGirl-: silence of the lamb ;)
[21:51:09] -DiFeReNTe-: let me show u something
[21:51:21] -DiFeReNTe-: could u please tell me ur real name?
[21:51:25] -LittleCreepyGirl-: So, Lector, what else you like beside my brain? ;)
[21:51:54] -DiFeReNTe-: mmm... is the only thing I can perceibe, CLarise
[21:52:28] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[21:53:00] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I need to go now
[21:53:20] -LittleCreepyGirl-: To be come closer to you
[21:54:02] -LittleCreepyGirl-: trough the sweet pain of unknowing :)
[21:54:20] -DiFeReNTe-: Hey
[21:54:34] -DiFeReNTe-: that person that appears in ur blockspot with the teddy bear
[21:54:45] -DiFeReNTe-: is...
[21:54:48] -LittleCreepyGirl-: that's a dog
[21:54:53] -LittleCreepyGirl-: :)
[21:55:00] -DiFeReNTe-: what about the blonde woman?
[21:55:09] -DiFeReNTe-: is...
[21:55:12] -DiFeReNTe-: you?
[21:56:07] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[21:57:02] -DiFeReNTe-: :D
[21:57:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: let it be one of the thing what keeps your heart bumping red warm and sticky juice of life trough your brains ;)
[21:57:49] -DiFeReNTe-: I'd like to think that woman is you
[21:58:03] -DiFeReNTe-: cause i could tell you what i think about ur looks
[21:58:12] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you have your freedom ;)
[21:58:20] -DiFeReNTe-: is that you?
[21:58:37] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ;)
[21:58:53] -DiFeReNTe-: :)
[21:58:57] -DiFeReNTe-: is it ur pic?
[21:59:23] -DiFeReNTe-: I need to tell you my opinion
[21:59:29] -DiFeReNTe-: I could explode
[21:59:35] -DiFeReNTe-: telll me it is you
[22:01:29] * DiFeReNTe is excited for the first time in the year
[22:01:45] -LittleCreepyGirl-: what would you tell me? :)
[22:02:04] -DiFeReNTe-: cause I can't keep it
[22:02:13] -DiFeReNTe-: cause u r
[22:02:21] -DiFeReNTe-: ASTONISHING
[22:02:37] -DiFeReNTe-: engel
[22:03:11] -LittleCreepyGirl-: princess :)
[22:03:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: of frogs
[22:03:52] -DiFeReNTe-: whatever u say... now I can go REALLY happy
[22:04:02] -DiFeReNTe-: i chatted with the girl of that photo
[22:04:10] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so I made you smile ;)
[22:04:13] -DiFeReNTe-: U r a true german
[22:04:26] -DiFeReNTe-: How good u look
[22:04:34] -DiFeReNTe-: golden hair
[22:04:46] -DiFeReNTe-: perfect...
[22:05:15] -DiFeReNTe-: now we can go in peace
[22:06:05] -LittleCreepyGirl-: will see you in paradise? ;)
[22:06:38] -DiFeReNTe-: When I get behind you... I now we'll be in paradise
[22:07:39] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am already ;)
[22:07:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: angel as I am
[22:08:05] -DiFeReNTe-: I still have to work a little to go up
[22:08:11] -DiFeReNTe-: willl u help me?
[22:08:19] -LittleCreepyGirl-: will wait for you ;) To continue our convo what will be splitted in any minute ;)
[22:08:47] -LittleCreepyGirl-: Buy a Bible ;)
[22:08:48] -DiFeReNTe-: :o
[22:08:54] -DiFeReNTe-: I read the bible
[22:08:56] -DiFeReNTe-: a LOT
[22:09:01] -DiFeReNTe-: my favorite one
[22:09:02] -LittleCreepyGirl-: good ;)
[22:09:09] -DiFeReNTe-: is the JOB's book
[22:09:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: live by Bible ;)
[22:09:21] -DiFeReNTe-: I do
[22:09:25] -DiFeReNTe-: I love my enemies
[22:09:32] -LittleCreepyGirl-: then I will see you there ;)
[22:09:39] -DiFeReNTe-: couldn't keep my mind straioght without that book
[22:09:46] -DiFeReNTe-: but
[22:09:52] -DiFeReNTe-: will u marry me then?
[22:11:06] -LittleCreepyGirl-: there will be no marriages in heaven ;)
[22:11:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: but I will be your best friend after Jesus there ;)
[22:11:42] -DiFeReNTe-: would u marry me here?
[22:12:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: You missed the "I love you" part before proposingg ;)
[22:12:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: show me your picture ;)
[22:13:06] -DiFeReNTe-: Sorry... always have oproblems with the protocols
[22:13:09] -DiFeReNTe-: Ehmmmmmmm
[22:13:12] -DiFeReNTe-: LEt me think
[22:13:20] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I need to add it on the blog ;)
[22:13:31] -DiFeReNTe-: I got some pics on my dad's pc
[22:13:35] -DiFeReNTe-: well... he does
[22:13:43] -LittleCreepyGirl-: so? :=
[22:13:54] -DiFeReNTe-: so... i can get them and send them to u... tomorrow when u get here
[22:14:18] -LittleCreepyGirl-: none uploaded in internet somewhere?
[22:14:23] -LittleCreepyGirl-: facebook?
[22:14:28] -LittleCreepyGirl-: myspace?
[22:14:39] -DiFeReNTe-: as hitler sould say: NEIN
[22:14:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: hail Hitler ;)
[22:14:57] -DiFeReNTe-: but my sister has a lot of hers and she looks like me
[22:15:21] -LittleCreepyGirl-: how can she look like you? ;)
[22:15:27] -DiFeReNTe-: but tomorrow we could me the same hour as today I prepare a whole selection
[22:15:33] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I am sure she is more cuter ;)
[22:15:49] -LittleCreepyGirl-: set it up in internet ;)
[22:15:50] -DiFeReNTe-: only cause the makeup
[22:16:08] -DiFeReNTe-: yeah... u know.. progress...
[22:16:12] -LittleCreepyGirl-: have you told that to her? ;)
[22:16:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you are smart guy
[22:16:29] -DiFeReNTe-: that she's got my eyes?
[22:16:29] -LittleCreepyGirl-: still a doctor ;)
[22:16:40] -DiFeReNTe-: :D
[22:16:52] -LittleCreepyGirl-: that she is curter than you becasue of make up ;)
[22:17:11] -DiFeReNTe-: he he
[22:17:13] -DiFeReNTe-: ;)
[22:17:39] -DiFeReNTe-: I'll wait u tomorrow about the same hour we met today hours ago
[22:17:54] -DiFeReNTe-: gonna be thinking on u
[22:17:58] -LittleCreepyGirl-: I will be here if I do remember to be ;)
[22:18:30] -DiFeReNTe-: blue eyesē
[22:18:40] -DiFeReNTe-: :o u r a godess
[22:19:14] -LittleCreepyGirl-: that's blasphemy!
[22:19:28] -DiFeReNTe-: not in the context i meant
[22:19:40] -DiFeReNTe-: but u r right
[22:19:51] -DiFeReNTe-: luckylly inquisition is gone
[22:20:24] -LittleCreepyGirl-: go and regret your being thoughtless in front of God :)
[22:21:02] -LittleCreepyGirl-: ta taa :)
[22:21:21] -LittleCreepyGirl-: i need to add the end of the conovo on the blog ;)
[22:21:21] -DiFeReNTe-: yeah.... but no wiping today
[22:21:31] -LittleCreepyGirl-: good :)
[22:21:40] -DiFeReNTe-: I need to see ur photo again
[22:21:54] -LittleCreepyGirl-: you should never wipe yourself :)
[22:22:27] -LittleCreepyGirl-: leffa leffa

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Caring Fatherhood: Margo

- Hallo.
- Hallo, Margo. I am free now and will sit on the troll no 6. I will come still into centrum of city?
- Oh who is calling to me! you are free, oh I see... well, come to Kristiine centrum.
- Margo! I do hate Tallinn. How the heaven sake I will get there?
- With no 6 troll.
- Oh, I see. See yuo there then. I have incomeing call. Bye for now!
- Bye!

15 minutes later.
- Hi Margo, I am infront of the centrum. Where are you?
- Hmm. Go insided and walk around. Will be there in 20 minutes.
- 20 minutes!
- Well.. I am in traffic. If it takes well I will be there in 10 minutes.
- Ah, alright. When I get lost in that mammut centrum I will blame you.

I saw trough window men sitting behind PCs. So I did decide to go and take a cup of coffee and an hour in internet. It did cost me 52 krones. 25 for internet hour and 27 for some strawberry drink (coffee didn't look very delicous there). I sat behind PC and checked my emails. I watched what the time is. It was 5.19 PM. An hour with Margo and then on the bus and about at 9 PM I will be home. THats good. Then I can make a Power Point show for conference for my college mates. An hour... that's too much I think. Margo will be here before I finish. I can't let him wait for PC. Ah anyway, I have no duty to sit here all that hour.

There was only 6 emails in my mailbox. And it was first time I checked it on this day.Booooring. Discussion over doulas schooling what will cost for students 500 krones. And haven sake, they are doulas!! How can a midwife take lessons from a doula???!!! Oh find some brains, girls. Midwives are not the navel of the world.

I am.

Joke.

A note from library that I need to bring back some books. Then a bill from other College. Then a note from Kärt about youthevening... I havend showed so long up there. Sad. Or not. Well.. i dont feel sad :) But probably it would be nice of me AND good for me to show up in youthevening some week. I have to talk with Tom anyway.

But anyway. No important emails what needed quick action. But since I have here with some free time, then it could be good idea to put down my first emotion after the converence... Carin fatherhood. Intresting how is doing Derek's girls? Or how is he doing with them? Does he realize how much did it hurt and always will hurt them during their life that their parents did divorce? Nah, it is not my business. Nothing what is tied with him is none of my business anymore. I just ignore the thought. It's not proble for me long time already.

Why Margo is not calling? There have passed more than 20 minutes. Probably it is even good. I can finis my post for blog. I did took my cell phone out to see the time and.. oh dear! 5 missed calls :P I did forget switch the mute off again.

- Hi, Margo, I am really sorrrrrryyyy!
- It is already 3 times 20 minutes. Where are you?
- I am sitting in internet coffee. I ama really sorry!
- I have looked you from every where. Do not go anywhere!

I was finishing last sentense in my blog when he arrived. I did make a face of Shrek's cat with boots and said sorry again. I overfloted him with words how I did forget switch mute back on after conference and I am really happy he found me finally. He was just sitting there and smiling. Good sign. He was not angry. Has he ever been angry? Ah yes, I rememember. He was once on some client of his.

I posted blog and closed PC. I was ready.


He tooke me into his car and drove into forest. It took about half hour to get there

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Caring Fatherhood: first emotions

I am out in Tallinn. Actually I am in. In Kristiine Centrum somewhere in Tallinn. On my laptop I have set my internet browser client so that when I open it, it will opens all my important pageses on this window as well. So when I will have time to blog I just need to find right window on the adressbar. I don't know the addres of my blog :) But my email post gets all my postings. And I can log on from there as well. So today I went to look for the blog site into my email box and ... I didn't realize that the amount of letters I get, is soooo big. Just amazing... And it is without spam!!! If I actually think back on how do I read my emails then I should realize it already ealier. Often I just check the topic and read over line. And I often have so much info that I never know anything actually. I get information from both colleges, from work, from church, from Estonian concil of midwives plus privat correspondence... Oh dear! I am busy bee ;)

But that wasn't what I wanted to say today. The thing I wanted to discribe was the converence I have been all day today. The Conference „Caring fatherhood"'s homepages discribes it shortly so:

"The central topic of our conference is what kind of fatherhood Estonian society should value. By including experience from abroad and reflecting the life in Estonia we will try to give meaning to different concepts of fatherhood - new father, caring father, absent father, good father.

We will discuss whether caring fatherhood could play a part in solving such problems as early mortality of men, low birth rate, high number of children in one-parent families, child poverty, the gender pay gap. Thus, we concentrate on what is caring fatherhood and why it is important to all of us.

The target groups are: policy makers, media, employers, women, men."


When I came here I even did't know why. I am a woman. My future job is based on women. I am single mother without any relationship. I have grew up in family without a father... And still I was going there. I was thinking it is my responsibility for my collegues in med colleges. I am older and wiser and know more so when they didn't show up intrest, I had to do that just. And also I did realize that behind my job, behind every labouring woman is a man as well. Mostly. And...

I am megasuperhypperhappy that I did came!!!! Whole converence was built up wery well alreay technically! We had votingpads (little plastig things with buttons) for gallups. We had hedsets and little transmitters for translations (there were speakers overboard as well). We had whiteboards for powerpoint shows. We had very well served coffee breaks and lunch time! And that was just technical side. Also there was really good speakers and topicks what talked about fathers roll - how it is and how it should be. Also about children needs and how women act. It was very informative and really good. The last sepeaker, Jesper Juul from Denmark (I hope it was Denmark) was really good speaker. He is an old man with good experiances and he was able tell hos point out with good homour. I could listen him again and again. He has a little conference tomorrow also here but it was only for family concelors.

After the conference I can see better men roll in society. Especially how important are they for family and also that... they have feelings too.

But now.. Margo have made me 5 missed calls already. I need to meet with him :P When I get home I need to make short powerpoint show about the conference for my college mates. Then I have more time to think about the conference..

Thursday, January 29, 2009

My mom brought me pinkish red fluffy slippers with black hearts inside. Finally she has understood also that I am a princess.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Walking On Air by Kerli

There's a little creepy house
In a little creepy place
Little creepy town
In a little creepy world
Little creepy girl
With her little creepy face
Saying funny things that you have never heard

Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

Feel it. Breathe it. Believe it.
And you'll be walking on air.
Go try. Go fly. So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this unless you kill this
Go on and you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

She has a little creepy cat
And a little creepy bat
Little rocking chair and an old blue hat
That little creepy girl. Oh she loves to sing.
She has a little gift - An amazing thing
With her little funny eyes of hazel
With her little funny old blue hat
She will go and set the world on fire
No one ever thought she could do that

Feel it. Breathe it. Believe it.
And you'll be walking on air.
Go try. Go fly. So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this unless you kill this
Go on and you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

Flitter up
and Hover down
Be all around
Be all around

You know that I love you, go on...

Feel it. Breathe it. Believe it.
And you'll be walking on air.
Go try. Go fly. So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this unless you kill this
Go on and you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

I am walking on air...

I'm Free

Don't grieve for me for now I'm free,
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took his hand when I heard him call,
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone will stay that way,
I found that peace at close of day.
If my parting has left a void
Then fill it with remembered joy
A friendship shared, a laugh a kiss,
Ah yes, these things I, too, will miss.
But not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life has been full, I've savored much.
Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all to brief
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief,
Lift up you hearts and share with me,
God wanted me now,
He set me free.

~~Author Unknown

Monday, January 26, 2009

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.

~~Mary Frye

*********************************

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am the song that will never end.
I am the love of family and friend.
I am the child who has come to rest
In the arms of the Father who knows him best.

When you see the sunset fair,
I am the scented evening air.
I am the joy of a task well done.
I am the glow of the setting sun.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
(Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!

~~Wilbur Skeels (1996)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

About love

Love is something what will be there when being in love is gone. Love is like roots of trees and when crush has passed we may see are the roots related to not fall apart. Thats not love when you lay on your bed at nights and dream about how he covers your body with kisses. That's not love what makes you crazy when you are in his embrace what makes your body give off waves of heat or makes have your heart in your mouth. Love is what will stay after flames of crush. When the fire have burned down then all what will be there is gray everyday. And if you feel that in that gray existing you still want to be with your beloved one, you still want to make food to him or clean up his loundry, then that's the love. Nothing very beautiful, nothing so sublimate...

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- When I was deaf, life was beautiful. I didn't hear how my wife was nagging with me. Now is my life as hell. Put the pea back into my ear. I want to be deaf again.
- Do you love your wife? If you do love your wife then be nice with her. Bring firewood inside before she asks. When she feels cold, put a blanket on her shoulders. When you are on the field then biring a flower to her every time you come from there...
- Does it mean that you won't put the pea back into my ear?
Bio: You look so beutiful with your long hair.
Me: Would you marry me when I would have no long hair?
Bio: You want me to propose you?
Me: I am just according your words when you said that 2 old lonely ppl suit for eachother well...
Bio: Dear, you have beautiful big heart what means more than whole beauty of models in the World.
Me: Good. Then you don't mind that I did cut off my hair...

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Madis

Who the heck is Madis?

23, married, sweet... Someone who was very special for me. He was someone I could talk whole night along because we had something to talk about. Our talks were opened and full of laugh. I did read even a book for him! About Harry Potter :) He is second person in my life I have ever read a book... It was fun to spend time with him, hang around, discuss over issues we met. I did really cared of him a lot.

I called him as a friend...

And friends should forgive other of them has made a mistake. It is why the friends are for! They should care more than to the first mistake. People are doing mistakes. They are humans. So are freinds!

... why is it so hard then? :) I knew once a guy who told that love means growing. That you have to work for love to grow. That you have to talk to the one you love and share what do you feel... He teached me all of that. And I did learn it. I know all of it now and I try to follow of it... I did try to teach to the guy that forgiving is really important as well because humans do mistakes... he never learnt it. He could not forgive me. He could not forgive to himself as well. And do be honest I know it is so damned hard. I need to learn to forgive. Not easy wrongs but the big failngs. But it is so hard when someone spits in your face...

Actually I am really dissapointed and I can't over of it. I did expalin to him what I feel and why but even if he will understands all of it and regrets, then do I ... Oh yes, I can do that! I have to. Even if it is only because to believe it is possible to forgive. I did cross a line as well. I feel really sorry that it got him in trouble at home but I am not sorry for his wife... She just needs someone who would tell to her to grow up already. I know it was not my business but... but she is a real butt ;)

I do add my letters to Madis where I did appologise because of getting him trouble and hurting him with that.
:) I got a bit time to come here.











































I have no idea what should I write... :o

Sunday, December 28, 2008

About Margo

He is a guy I call as my friend. I don't know why but I really keep dear him. He is and gentle man under his hard and cold core what says that "life is a flower" without believing it.

LOL... I am going to marry :)

That was a joke of course. But still... if I would say "I will" then I would be married in a months already. Just a funny how easy is life for black men. I love you and will marry you just now. Will love you rest of my life and will make you happy.

Will make me happy? ;) Who said I am not happy already now? Or who says that happiness is my aim of life? Lol... just lovely how blue eyed can be an man with so lovely brown eyes. He is really sweet indeed. If I would have more experiance with him than just half hour of MSN typing with cams then I would marry with him. If he would be just with right personality... I feel how my heart is beating stronger than I like it does. No time for getting involved any afairs.. Especially when it is so suspicious... Oh dear, I need a hug! MARGOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

*Ring! Ring!*

Me and my "what should I do list"

There was a time when I had another blog and there are some writtings of my happiest times and some from the most painful time. There I let my frog to do his wishlist and I had to do my own after that. But my wishes got over too quick after that and I never made my own wish list but I made my own "what should I do list" just to hold myself alive. Some of my "should" were a bit tied up my wishes too so I can count it as my half-wishes list. I don't know how is he doing with his wishes but I was checking over my lists (I made 2 of them - one before "big badda-boom" and one after that crash.)

WOW! :) I am so real! Or my wishes are so real. I have done so many of what I listed there. I am proud of myself! (Althouhg not very because there will come sin from pride ;)).

"What should I do"-list vol 1

* make a list what I do want
* make a list about what Derek wants - DONE
* start translating stuff - DONE!
* go and techange my driving licence - DONE
* go and renew my passport - DONE (made just ID card because I didn't want to make passport before I had to marry. I need to make a new wishlist where I have to make a passport as well or i wount get over border. Oh dear! I really have to do that! Or there will be no Mosambique! :p)
* Bring my doc-s into a collage - DONE and in

"What I should do" list vol 2

* Find a friend!! - DONE!!
* Articel about a book I read. - DONE!
* Studings! - still DOING!
* Talking with my boss about advising smokers! - I never will I guess...
* Bicycle! - DONE!
* Sport club! With my new friend!! - Umm...
* The column in MA and editing it... DONE! and finished :)
* Finish dutch course! I think... DONE!
* Africa.. I need to weigh it in my mind and I have time about 4 years for that. - Amazing how life is doing. Now when I have no real matter to go there are most of my doings tied with Africa... It shows me how much power have our wishes. They wont come true when you want them because it just takes time but they will come true one day. It's why we have to be really careful with what we are wishing...)